My first big love - and a little sunny time

That night was different. I was complete out of control, looking for trouble, think it was the night I also had a fight with annother girl, when I saw him.
Bobby (crazy motherfucker) was introducing me to a friend. Michael. I was direct fascinated from his eyse. They looked so warm and understanding. Chris and Peach were coming and asking to switch clubs. No I have something to do here, I said. So they left without us. We were sitting down and talking, talking, talking. That night I was driving him back to his barracks. Next weekend, next party. He was there also. After he wanted to kiss me I hit him so hard that his lip was bleeding, then I walked away. Somebody must have told him something about me, because he was not giving up.
The next day he was standing infront of my favorit club with a red rose and a helmet, lol.
That night I took him home. Nothing happend. The next nights I took him home, nothing happend. I was always expecting something and nothing happend. After a while I was very frustrated and realized that my feelings were crown very strong. So I told him he cannot stay with me anymore because of that, I never forget how he laughed, took me in his arms and said that he was waiting for that all the time.
That night we had very softly, warm, lovely sex with a lot of cuddles and it felt
right. :-)
After a half year he had to go back to the US. I wanted to finish my degree so we split for a half year.
Then I followed to a little town close to Philadelphia.
But things had changed. He was strange and I realised after a short time, that he wanted to be free, we were to young. At a party I caught him with the girl he had the 6 months he was alone in the States. Only kissing, but basicly the same picture like back than with A. and T.
I packed my stuff and returned to Germany. Never wanted to see him again. But it happend different. Years later he was helping me out again and until today he is there like a big brother, my guardian angel. Wish I can pay you pack one day all the support and strength you gave me. You made me strong, so nobody could destroy me anymore. Remember one training, when I was able to knock you out the first time. (A big smile just appeared right now on my face thinking about that moment). After you started to wear those protections, like it is supposed to be.