So long I was not writting. Was so busy to fight for my place in life. Yes I left my Ex after that long time and moving to Italy for him. Not because I didn`t love him anymore, no I left for the way how the living together (basicly there was none) and the missing of attention. So goodbye.
Had to decide if I want to stay all alone in Italy or move back to Germany.
Than Blacky the shy black cat I was always taking care of died. Had to put him to sleep through the vet, because he had a disease (Felv or Fip - not the cataids, the other one) that would have killed him inbetween the next two weeks. His fever was already so high. I was destroyed, now that he started to live together with Gismo, Pirata and me I had to say goodbye. I was so sad and again nobody understood.
Now again I am missing somebody, but I cannot be there for "friends" and in the end nobody is there for me.
Well the earth keeps turning, "friends" disappear and new ones appear, and hopefully some of the goodones will remain FRIENDS.
SALVAMI
