2010-11-06

Still alive

Still fighting with a cold, that is pulling me down since 2 weeks already. One day is a little better, so I go shopping or to an interview - but the next day I am destroyed again. Think this cold will never go away. Since two weeks I was not riding, not seeing my beloved horse and more or less only laying around - to not cough.

What a shit. BASTA.

Want to go out and have some fun, in those moments life isn't fair at all.

Getting tired of Italy (the attitude the people have when you go to a job interview is really pissing me off). You hear things like: you are the perfect candidate and they will call you in any case the next day. Bullshit. "Liar - Liar, pants on fire".

Either they lie to you, or they are to scared to call you to tell you "No" after they were giving you hope. In any case. Shame on you. Before doing interviews with people that search work - do your homework yourself (honesty and the strength to give the people an answer).

First I thought they act like this because I am a foreigner in Italy. But today I found out with two Italian girls I know, they were doing exactly the same bullshit.

Pussies.

No the extremists in Italy want to change the law than any foreigner, that is not working after 3 months has to go back home. Well, if the faith wants me to move on I have to follow. (wonder where I will end up next - in case I leave). Not sono pronto per andare - - we will see.

My idea is switzerland. (there I could take my cats - and in case I find a job there fast, they pay good enough to buy the horse I am in love with and make a deal to pick him up before next summer).

Still fighting for Italy - but this cold that is not going away might be a sign how tired I am fighting to stay in a country I am not welcome in.