Downwards

After my accident with the car, they were giving me a lot of opium for the pain. The burned bubbles on the legs were infected and also my ass was burned. With the opium it was okay. All the doctors were telling me without a plastic surgery there would be a lot of scarfs remaining. But I gave it time to cure. 3 years I was not going into the sun and the dark spaces became white and the skin soft again. First the skin was like a very thin paper. After 3 years I went a little in the sun, and slowly more and more the legs got back to normal. Like a wonder. Today I can wear short skirts and only a skin doctor is seeing that there is something not right.

For the money I had to give back to all the "friends" of PW, I was taking a job in a disco for the weekends and also saturdays in a car rental. Together with my 40 hour normal job I had a week of 90 hours. So I had to take some "helpers". Cocaine and Speed I got for free and the disco I was working. So me and my new friends were always on the "streets". That was the time I got in trouble with Peach and was loosing her.

When I had to start to do it also weekdays, otherwise I couldn't do it to work I realized how fast my way downwards got.
My friends in that time were pimps and doormen, my love drugs and annother waitress, my health: Asthma (lots of allergys, the most bad one: animalfur) and Panic attacks.

3 years I was going on like this until I paid off all the deads.

Than I stopped. Was not hard for me at all. Maybe because life was strengthen me?
The day I decided to change my life I went to a doctor, told him everything and asked for a big blood test.

The blood test arrived: Everything perfect, not even one thing out of norm :-o
What a surprise.

I remember his words: "You can even drink alcohol with those results ". I smiled at him and answered: "No thanks that is what I did the last years."

Ready for a new life.

Some left over money I was putting into Funds. I used to love dealing with funds and stock exchanges. Was tripling the money in the next years. The basic for buying a house.