2012-04-27

Italy is going towards a depression - and its pulling me down too

Since 2009 Italy is fighting with a depression. The people are tired of it. They are getting crazy. In the latest days I was seeing too much violence in the normal daylife of the Italians. I am not afraid, I survived other things but I must admit I am worried.
The people are losing their hope, not having work, or having work but not getting paid, while the upper 10 % are not giving a shit about the normal people. The mix here I would consider explosive. At a medical test I was obliged to do I realised how hatefull some of the Italians are now towards stranger. The lady was saying: Oh the lady has a unterminated working contract...... I know it is something a lot of people here would kill for. But I will stand up for myself as always and will give the people a helping hand, like I did in all my life, and hopefully they will not hate me too much.

Good night from Italy.

2012-04-16

For you - whoever you are

I will not stop searching you. Never.
I am a believer.
I believe there is someone out there who can
keep my interest alive for more than a short while.

So bored.
Bored from people wanting to make you believe
that they are in one way while they turn out to
be the other way.

Bored from people which are getting turned on from
an outside without asking themself if the inside will
be worth it.

Bored about hearing the wispered lovely words out of
the mouth of the wrong people.

If you would say them to me, I know it would be different.