For PW

You - made everyone fall in love with you.
You - with the face of an angel, nobody saw the devil inside.
You - stole my heart and put it in a cage so nobody else could have it.
You - were waiting at home, stopping the time I needed to return from work.
You - were always jealous about the normal things in life.
You - were stealing for drugs, gambling and covering it all up so nobody knew.
You - were using my car for a break-in.
You - were promising to change every day.
You - even made my relatives love you.
You - said you love me, but your way of loving is obsessive, sick and selfish.
I - loved you.

You destroyed my family and my love. You are the second person who made me loose annother person I loved. You I hate more than anybody else in the world.
All our friends are scared what will happen if we ever meet again.
"Our friends" is wrong, "my friends" because after all you did, you don't have
friends like Peach and Chris anymore. Because of your jealousy my car was blowing
up while I was driving, three years my burned legs had to cure, from the hot water with over 160 degrees coming through the heating system inside my car. In that moment I was so freaked out I almost jumped out of the dusty, smother car. With two lanes going next to me faster and 80 km/h for sure my death, but the safety belt was stopping me, so I turned the car to the right side into the forest and hit a tree. Guess it`s called blind flight.
At the doctors they told me also: 10 km/h faster and I would have been death or starting a life in a wheelchair. For 3 years they had to put the bones of my back
always back into their places, because they were jumping around like they wanted.
Why, because of all the things happend in the States ? That horror I cannot put in words. So you really expected me to stay with you ? You must have been out of your mind.
Peach was giving me the money so you could return to the States the first time, after your bullshit in Germany. I paid her back, alone.
You are one of the richest persons of the States with a character dirty like shit.
You are only somebody because your Dad was always keeping a hand over you.
The golden cage I was inside the US for a while didn't fit me. Keep your fucking credit cards and guards and let me live my life in freedom. The best thing I ever did, was running away from you. You tried to get me back and after that to destroy me. Realize how sick you are.
I thank you for the nice time at the beginning, I thank you for the opium they were giving me after you manipulated my car. I thank you for the scarf between my lips and my nose, remember that jealousy attack, so nobody else would look at me anymore. To bad it cured so well, that it is almost unvisible now, like my legs.
You didn't suceed to destroy me at all. I thank you for all the debits in Germany I had to pay back alone, for the people coming to my house for money you should have given to them, gambler. Thank you for the police showing up, telling me my car was used at a break-in, and searching you. Thank you for the time over your house, with all the crimes. Now everybody knows where you are and for this reason I am safe. Hope you stay there for the rest of your life, and dare you to come to Europe.
I am sorry your Dad died, he did the same bullshit/business but at least he had character, I will always love your sister. The cat we named after her died already years ago. First Peach was keeping her and Lestat, the black cat, the time I couldn't. Lestat was gone one day but your cat was living with my parents and wanted to stay there until she died of braincancer.