2012-07-19

I am ready - for nothing

I am ready... you only have to say the 2 or 3 words.
I am afraid... you are way to close to me already. Means you have the possibility to hurt me.
I am carefull... don`t want to stress you or me. 
I am nervous... how could this happen.
I am unsure... can and should I change my life again.
I am tired... want to have a place called home. If this place is inside your arms that would be great.
I am upset... some new goodbyes.
I am impatient... how long till there will be a "we".
I am positive... about my feelings
I am excited... that I finally might have experienced some deep emotions.
I am convinced... that I will not get bored with you.


you might not be ready... you haven´t said the 2 or 3 words
you might not be afraid... maybe cause I am not close to you.
you are carefull... I realized you have secrets. 
you aren`t nervous... does this means you don`t give a shit?
you aren`t unsure... would love to see a little weakness ones.
you aren`t tired... could it be you already have what I am searching. 
you aren`t upset... are you happy the way things are or are you just a good actor?
you aren`t impatient... looks like you have all the time of the world, seams you are missing nothing.
you are positiv... always about the other things 
you aren`t excited... at least not with me. 
you aren´t convinced... no need to be convinced there will be no "we".

This is the momentary situation, and beside I am happy to feel something for someone it doesn`t look to positiv. Maybe I should lock my heart and throw the key inside the Po-River and hopefully nobody will find it again. 

By the way, what did you do in my dream last night ?