Love and hate

Yesterday over my neighbors I was doing a balance, because we were speaking a lot about hopes and dreams, future and countries to live. And for the first time in my life the "love side" was winning (thanks to the lots of animals, which found their way into my heart).

Love:
Friends (in Italy, Germany, USA, Singapore, Puerto Rico, Mexico), parents, Gismo, Coockie +, Il Pirata, Blacky, DJ, Luna, Efisio, my ex-work in Germany

Hate:
Friends (the ones that were only using you (in Germany, Italy, USA) - to bad you find out most of the time to late), the politic of the country I am living in right now (Italy). P.W., A.R., Mr. T., L.S., the politic of my ex company in Germany.

Balance:
Think I like to stay in Italy, even the politic is a shit (but I am sure is not lasting forever). Here I found neighbors I really like, I found friends (talking now about Italians), which so far are not using me, like a lot of Germans tried. A lot of people here in Italy were crawling into my heart faster than I thought it would be possible. I feel safe and in case I find a solution for the other problems I am sure Italy could become a country to grow old.

Using:
The only people using me so far in Italy were foreigners.

So let's fight two or three more months for a life in Italy and than let's make a new balance.

And in case I win the lottery: Round trip for visiting all my friends and buying a brown horse with the attitude to walk backwards when he is afraid :-) and a little house with a garden for my cats and a paddock for two horses. dream, dream, dream.