How could you - and you are asking for forgiveness

HOW COULD YOU.
You never thought I would find you.
Now you are in front of me.
Crying for forgiveness.
You make me sick.

All my hate, my pain and my suffers,
I was saving up all this years
until I found you.
Now you are in front of me.
I can see myself in your eyse.

This me I don't like, I like more the
little girl, loving music,
trying to get lessons on the guitar.
You destroyed that little girl.
No I cannot forgive you.

But I cannot be worse than you, so I
turn around and walk away.
This fight I was winning, like all the
ones before.

You are a loser.
I feel sorry for you.
In heaven there will be no place for you.
You were the first ruining my life, not
the last, maybe without you everything
would have been different.

MAYBE.