A little... I already miss working and beeing around the S..- staff. Think I am not a workaholic just a little lonley. Want to transfer myself 800 km`s more north for a couple hours too check out what the hell is going on in my head. Here in Italy there are two men offering me the world, but sorry guys I am not in love with you, so keep you money, your nice cars, your horses. Do not want it. Have my horse in my heart, have my own cats, my own car, small but paid and... you cannot buy me - the currency of my price is love not money.
Yesterday I had a nice day with my best female friend. We went to a lake and we´re talking a lot. But she is 15 years younger than me, I am missing a good conversation with somebody my age, and for some reasons with the italian men it is not possible, they are either talking only all the psyco romantic stuff I already heard millions of time in all languages or they talk abouth things in a way that I am getting bored very fast.
Cannot wait till my German Student is coming back from vacation. When he is trying to read Goethe at
least he is able to keep my interest for a while.
I am not dating anymore. Turned out to be a waste of time.
The first day of my vacation I was already seeing my Ex twice. Two times too much. What an error to
stay with somebody whos biggest fun is to watch TV or movies.
I do not remember when I watched the last time TV. For me there are lots of other things more important, like a nice conversation, a romantic moment, a glass of wine with the right person (haven´t had a good glass of wine since a long while).
Also freedom can become boring,
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